yeaa. today its stil elearning day n huhuglue's bdae!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRIDY! :D
went to celebrate her bdae ystd wif the class.
b4 dat me n nana went cj's hse.
cux nana wanted to eat golden pillow.
its dam nice la but can onli eat half.
cux nid to save our stomach for dinner ltr. lols
after eating, we cabbed to lucky plaza to find our class.
tridy wanted to eat indo food, so went to some indo restaurant.
ordered our food n started our class bonding blablabla....
lots of class bonding. n i kip teasing tridy!
each time she look at me, i asked, ' u wan me to sing bdae song agn isit?'
n we realli kept singing at diff intervals. n tridy kept blushing. lols
okayys. den time for dem to bully me la!
dey kept trying to take unglam pics of me.
i siam siam siam. GOT THREE CAMERAS to siam.
in the end stil gt caught. T_T
its alrite! cux i hav their unglam photos too!
shall upload dem when im free :D
k. den we left the restaurant.
we wanted to K at party world. but tridy had to leave early.
cux of her hostel curfew. so we walked to cine.
went to take neoprint! hohoho! quite nice shots lurhhs!
gt one machine. made the guys look like some mei nan zi.
ESP DANIAL! look like those butches. hohoho
we spent dunno hw long at the neoprint shop la.
while taking the neoprints, sumthing freaky happened.
but i din wan to say so as nt to freak out the rest.
but in the end the rest stil saw the freaky photo.
dere was actualli 'sumone' behind me in the neoprint.
which in actual fact, dere shud b no one behind me alrdy.
n dere was another photo wif extra head.
MY GAWD. ITS FREAKY.
but in the end we dismissed it as nth so as nt to spoil the mood.
after dat, the rest went off, while me cj nana yings dan n yx went to kbox.
hohoho. n we started our mad singing session! :D
yeshh. since yings was alrdy 18. she hlped us order vodka.
i drank two cups. n it made me dam high! kept laughing. =.=
cj oso la. dance here n dere. n i swear its dam funny.
CUX HER MOVES LOOK MORE LIKE ACES DAY LA! LOL.
ohh yeshh. i took a video. wait til i m free to upload la!
CJ WATCH OUT AH! :D
the time passed dam fast. initially we wanted to sing frm 9.30 to 12.30. but. it was nt enuf la! too mani songs dat we wanted to sing.
samore. ard 12plus. some guy came to tell us dere was a promotion.
pay another $8 gt buffet den can sing til 6am.
dat was super tempting. initially i wanted to stay.
so i called home to ask my mum. but she told me my dad was nt feeling well. say she alrdy brought him to the doc.
okayys. den i gt super worried n decided nt to join dem anymore.
so left wif dan at 12.30 n cabbed home.
reached home n saw my father fast aslp. din wan to wake him up.
den midnite he started vomitting agn. plus headache n all dat.
blablablabla. went bac to slp agn.
dis morning dey were supposed to bring me to see dentist bout my jaw agn.
but my father vomitted agn. cancelled my jaw appt.
accompanied my mum to bring my dad to the doc.
nid to bring him see the specialist ltr.
hais. i realli feel dam bad.
my dad was nt feeling well for the past few days.
but i hav been goin home like nearing midnite or even past midnite.
so he din even tell me. ystd was the worst.
my mum had a hard time persuading him to go to the doc.
n i was nt at home. i was out dere having fun. =.=
n i came to realise. nt onli were my parents neglecting me,
i din care bout dem as much too.
as i grow up, i dun realli wan to noe bout their stuff.
i dun ask bout their health their life their wadeva.
each time i reach home, i would b in my rm.
i dun wan to talk to dem cux most of the time
normal conversations would end up as quarrels.
which would onli make me more frustrated.
we r drifting apart. i dun noe much bout my mum's health probs too.
she hav been sayin she wont live long, but i tot she was jus threatening me.
til dis morning she showed me her medical report. den i know its the truth.
dad falling sick. mum nt living long.
i know nuts n i kip staying out ltr n ltr.
seriously, wad a failure m i.
ystd nite i was realli feeling at a lost.
n i cant find anyone to turn to.
cux u r overseas.
if onli u r ard. i would hav felt better.
i cried myself to slp
after realising wad my family has become.
i nid to talk to u b4 i brkdown agn.
u would b bac today. but i guess u wud b too tired.
Happiness!
Alicia.
February 2009
