i m at a lost agn.
after prayin so hard for things to get better.
mum brought dat matter up again.
i m realli dam pissed off n upset.
as to how just one person's sentence can brk my family up.
y cant mum see wad's the person tryin to do n nt believe her words?
tell me y is my family ties so weak.
each time round. i tried hard to strengthen our ties.
yes, it did get better. but the happiness did nt last for long.
jus onli few months. and things turned worse agn.
mum blamed me for nt understanding her feelings.
but does she uds mine?
does she noe hw upset i m to see my family in this state?
does she noe hw hard i tried to keep dis family tgt?
does she get the point i m trying to bring across?
i really hope one day she would see the light and realise wadds realli goin on.
and not to believe every single shit that people say.
i hope it's not too late by then.
Happiness!
Alicia.
February 2009
